Monday, January 30, 2006

cny 2006 was a replicate of cny 2005. e only major distinction was tt i feigned a meek attempt to mk conversation w/ some of my uncles, aunts, cousins, nieces and nephews. i gave up sn enough tho and decided to jus b myself. if u dnt alr knw, b myself = sit on e sofa and pretend to b totally engrossed in whtever’s shwin on e tv + gorge myself w/ cny goodies.

seein my relatives has become a one year affair, so much so tt i cldnt recognise them if i were to c them on e streets. isnt tt such a tragic? many of my teenage girl cousins have transformed frm ugly ducklins to beautiful swans, and i had to draw in my breath as i admired their curves and now close-to-perfect figures. if i dnt start controllin my diet/exercise more, i will b e fattest amongst them nx yr..:( oh well..






frankly speakin, i hv yet to apprc e full meanin of cny. to me, it's jus another occasion to replenish my bank a/c..ytd i was thinkin, y cnt they jus transfer whtever $ str to my a/c. it'll save evy1 e trouble of queuin up in e banks for new notes, puttin them into e angbaos and givin them to me. e most impt th is of course savin me e drudgery of havin to dress up, visit hses then open e angbaos to remove e money and thrafter queue up to mk e deposit. this is inefficient frm an economic POV. of course, if i adopt another perspective, it does create jobs for bank tellers. but right nw i shant go into deeper details to bore u:)

i ran thru my thots these few days. i discovered a pang of guilt in me. i told X tt i wldnt blog for a long time frm nw. and WTH am i doin nw? i think i change my mind v often..and because of tt i had hurt some1 recently. if u r readin this, i jus wana say i'm v sorry. i cld sense ur anger tt day and i wldnt blame u abit if u choose to hate me. evyth is vastly different nw, i spoilt wht cld hv stil been a pure friendship.

i guess i'll stil cont to blog, tho not as frequent as e past. more angbaos in e nx 14 days i hope. *prays hard*

Sharon | 10:29 AM
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