The Silence is Mine

Monday, August 29, 2005

i feel like givin myself a slap stms. i sat in frnt of my txbk frm 5pm. and @ 7pm when it's time for dinner, gues how many pgs hv i read?

1..goin on 2..thk u v much. :(

as in A4 size lor..not gigantic cardboard size can. i'm procrastinatin u c..but it's not a viable option..not if i wana get a headway w/ my tutorial..anybody can gv me advice anot?! i'm realy sick of myself man. this scenario has been repeatin agn and agn til i jus wish i can burn e txbks, mix them w/ water and drink them all up w/ a big gulp! *super heavy sigh* -_-

for those of u interested in knwin wht happened in my mno cls..well it was kinda fun lar. we had an activity called "young chickens in space". basicaly u hv to use e straws and maskin tape to design a device whr u can drop an egg frm 2.4m high w/o crackin it yeah? my tutor said 8/10 grps failed e task. BUT haha my grp did it! yea! e objective of e game does not lie in e invention of course, jus to foster btr ties in e grp and mk us all speak up haha..quite like my grp after today so fun so fun!~ :)

ohoh and i wanted to share my trip to CGH! haha..i went thr last fri to visit my ah ma. she high BP but she's recuperatin @ hm nw le..actualy it's realy not tt serious..and i think she was disturbin e patients in her ward because her voice is naturaly loud. i wld call her e healthiest patient i hv seen tt day. sm of them were like entangled in tubes..and by tt i mean all over their face and body can..eww..utterly poor th..so pain lor..i saw this old man he's so skinny and shrivelled and hv to go thru tt torment..oh my..life..seriously i had a totally diff perspective on old ppl nw. no more vyin seats w/ them on e mrt liao. even if i hv to stand for 16 stations each time i travel to e west. seriously.

ok i shal go find sth else to amuse myself w/ nw since my txbk cnt do e job. no1 is on msn nw so i gues they mus b muggin hard. sheessh. and tt means i'm ALONE.

Sharon | 9:12 PM
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Sunday, August 28, 2005

i viewed my blog and found out my last post was exactly a wk ago. i bet then i didnt knw my wk3 cld b so eventful..but it was. lesns as usual., but i was caught sick on tues. left wrk @ 3 under my colleagues' coercion haha..anyway i was sneezin e whl time i was thr. it didnt mk me feel btr to knw lesns stretched frm 10-6 on wed. i took 2 panadols for cold relief and slept for 10hrs str.

felt btr on wed mornin..and so i went to sch. e fact is tt even if i didnt feel btr, i had to go to sch since i had 2 tutorials for e day and i didnt wana miss e 1st tutorials esp because thr's a "grp-formin" activity for one of them. anyway thr r 2 1 hr brks loh, so it wasn's soo bad. oh well..but anyway i gues it's e aircon or sth, because after my 1st tutorial, i felt warm inside and cold outside. or u cld call me a heat-radiator. hmm..for those ppl who knw me..u shld hv guessed tt i stayed on til 6, not only because i didnt wana miss anyth, but because i seriously think travellin a 1.5hr journey hm agn wld send me pukin haha. and truly on my bus ride hm ltr, i felt so nauseous. it was such a horrible period!! i hate to b sick. :( luckily my usual bubbly self is back agn! sheesh..i think i hv bcome a v crappy person so to speak. these days i can indulge with a person i dnt realy knw well abt my whl life. which is so not me haha.

oh and i went to nus munchie monkey..for e 1st time..haha suaku me..anyway nice ambience. :)

tmr marks e start of wk4 le. sian~ i think time passes faster as u grow older lor..omg..1 asgm due tmr..i jus drafted e ans, stil hvnt pen dwn e exact wrkins. *sigh* one day i shal invent a pen tt can write dwn wht u r thinkin haha so u dnt hv to do e actual wrk. i shal get it patented too. and i hate one of my prc lecturer loh..cmi leh..sadded..oh and thr's mno tutorial tmr..need to brin egg, maskin tape and 20 straws..not funny lor..i wonder wht stupid ths they r gona mk us do agn..*bleah*

ok i hv to go and do tt asgm le..

i'm gettin sick of sch. i want another 3 mths hol!!haha :D

Sharon | 5:19 PM
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Sunday, August 21, 2005

hmm..
project superstar has been e pick of conversation evywhr i go..
@ wrk, in sch, and even hm.
many ppl r perturbed by my dislike for weilian..
WELL,
I JUS CNT HELP IT OK.
1st he "eliminated" cute prince derrick. then nw junyang. grr..
seriously i dnt want him to b a superstar..when he's not in any way qualified.
can u guys imagine if it wasnt for his vision handicap, wld he stil b in e competition?
i bet not.
so his handicap is act HELPIN him and not OBSTRUCTIN him, which is wht most ppl r reiteratin agn and agn. think abt it.
as for e votes, well..all i can say is tt those ppl supportin him r e aunties, so basicaly they r btr off then us students financialy and yup..u shld get me.
i btr stp b4 i get bombarded. haha.
on a brighter note, winnin isnt realy evyth. many times, e overall champ isnt as popular as e runner-up. jus look @ taufik and sylvester and u get my pt. so right nw, i cnt b bothered whether kelly will win weilian anot. i alr hv my superstar liao and he's
HONG JUNYANG.
so thr.

basicaly i'm feelin realy snappy nw. coz i tried to do 1 of my tutorials hmm..and it's undoable.
:( damn. and i'm gettin pretty frightened w/ another tutorial cls tmr. urps. alright i btr stp crappin. back to starin blankly @ my lec notes while figurin sth out for tt tutorial. *super heavy sigh*

Sharon | 2:54 PM
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Friday, August 19, 2005

i stayed up last nite in full anticipation of proj superstar's results tho i had an 8am lec this mornin..oh man..was i snubbed.

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junyang is out..WTH..ppl W/ EYES can c he's beginnin to look so superstar le..wht's more he's an econs honours year student in nus!woo~ i seriously dnt knw wht happened to all e voters..nw i'm worried for kelly, it seems like all e aunties in e world + e association for e blind is lendin weilian their support. urps. imagine him as a superstar..-_- no way!bOo..i'm soo disappointed can..:(

it's alr end of 2nd wk for this sem liao..oh my..it's so fast! as usu, i'm laggin in all my mods. i dnt even wana think abt how many chaps of e txbks hvnt i read. dnt knw wht's wrg w/ me lar..but nx wk tutorials gona start le so i gues e least i cld do are tutorials? shall do those realy need to b done 1s..worse come to worse i'll flash my innocent smile to e tutors loh..tt's wht i'm best @!whahaha..opps..

went hm w/ esther today..she pon-ed her nanoworld lec..bad girl!haha..but we had a nice chat on e ride hm as usu. oh and i ate yoghurt ice-cream leh! it's so heavenly whahaha..seriously it's v unique and nice..along as1 corridor..nus ppl go try!

hmm..i gtg try do my hmwk le..tmr i'm not gona b hm!urps. i'm so scared e tutors wil mk me stand outside e clsrm if i dnt do it lol!poor me..*sob

Sharon | 8:48 PM
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Tuesday, August 16, 2005

damn. suddenly i feel responsible to actualy blog to kp my audience updated..urps..anyway i dnt knw wht's happenin to my whl life man..sucks like hell..

ytd i forgot to brin my hp to sch lehlehleh!!~ it's so horrible can. i feel like a lost soul e whl day long and all i cld do was think abt my hp. i missed it so much! actualy i jus went to sch for a lec slot which wasnt mine so tt i dnt hv to go to sch @ all today and then i went out aft my lec so it was worse..in total i was separated frm my darlin hp for 9 solid hrs..omg!~ i'm not gona b a scatterbrain frm nw on le!tt's a promise!

wht md evyth even more pathetic was tt i didnt had a watch w/ me, i usu rely on my hp for time u see. so ytd i had neither of them and i didnt knw whether i was early or late. i rushed for e mrt and buses and walked realy fast to mk sure i'm early. in e end i rched sch @ 930 when my lec was @ 10. hmm..grr..

batt of mp3 also chose to die on me..oh man..wht luck! so i had no entertainment @ all on e train. argh..all i cld do was stp myself frm scrutinizin evy passenger like a hawk. i was so bored lar can. supposed to meet cecilia but since my hp was @ hm, she cldnt rch me either..in fact i saw this indian couple on e train. e girl was openin e guy's shirt to chk for chest hair..umm..gross..seriously ppl need to b more discreet w/ their actions in public loh.

ytd i was soo pissed w/ myself! thr's this lil voice in my head tt kpt chidin me. haii..wht's wrg w/ me!!

ok whtever..tt's ytd's stuf..

today worse ths seem to befall..i spent e whl day tryin to register for tutorial but cors is forever dwn. i didnt had e mood to work @ all..too pek cek liao..and then when i came hm i wanted to charge my mp3 player..and found out it's spoiled!bOo..think i used it for too long ytd and mayb sm electronic components in it got burned. hooowww..i hope dad wil brin it for repair for me..i dnt hv e time and i dnt knw whr's e ulu plc!!haii..

cors is stil dwn. i dnt knw wht's up w/ nus admin man. do they expect us to stay up thru e nite jus to register for a few pathetic tutorials??

my mind is in a whirl nw. gues i'm too disturbed and tired. i need serious silence.

Sharon | 6:43 PM
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Tuesday, August 09, 2005

Your Passion is Red!

You've got that spark - a good dose of intensity, power, and determination.
You do whatever you want in life ... to hell with what anyone thinks!
With so many interests and loves, you're always running around doing something new.
You have fire in your eyes, and it shows. Bet you're even wearing something red!

What Color is Your Passion? Take This Quiz :-)

Happy 40th Birthday Singapore!~

thot my quiz results complement this national day entry haha.

kinda sad to feel "not part of e nation" anymore as i grw older.

e national days tt i enjoyed myself e most were those in my pri sch days, stil rmb vividly e music instructor guidin us thru each and evy national day song w/ hand gestures. we cld wear red and were given lil souvenirs, some of which i stil kp. i had so much fun back then!

in sec sch tt rejoiceful atmosphere died gradually. and u wldnt wana knw how national days were celebrated durin my jc days. we were plannin how to pon sch..:x hmm..

dnt count on me, singapore.

i'm havin my 1st lec tmr. wish me luck. whahaha.

Sharon | 11:13 AM
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Friday, August 05, 2005

You are the Fairytale Princess!

You are lost in your own little world, but you care
deeply about others around you. You are loyal
and honest, but most of all imaginative. Your
ideas are unique and wonderful, and whilst your
head may be lost in the clouds, your feet are
firmly on the ground!

Which Princess Are You?
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Sharon | 6:11 PM
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